We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I’d finally reached that age
And I can ride next to him on a horse
but of course was not quiet as wide
We heard a crowed of people shouting
And so we stop to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes


So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe
I’ll bet that crowns hurts him more than it shows
Daddy please, can’t you do something
He looks as though he’s gonna cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please, tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die


Later that day the sky go cloudy
Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Lord was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowed
To a hill where I knew men have been killed
And I heard a voice that comes from the cross


And it said Father why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming
Why are they casting that lots for my robe
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows
Father please, can’t you do something.
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle cross of these sides
Father remind me why
Why does everyone want me to die
Oh when will I understand why


My precious Son I hear them screaming
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothed you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark out I must do nothing
Though I’ve heard your unbearable cried
The power in your blood destroys all the lies
Soon you’ll see pass their unmerciful lies
Look their be love see the child
Trembling by her father’s side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

PolyDINS Camp!

What a camp! amazing...beside all the fun and enjoyment, i learn so much, i experience so much...God is there in the camp wif us, Praise the Lord.. today i when to yan dao.com to check my class status! thanks God! that i don have a fix class, i everyday change class...which mean i get to know more people! God has place mi like this for a reason, immediatly God had reminded me of the scripture in Mark, making disciple of all nation, baptizing them in the name of father Son and Holy Spirit, and he is with me till the end of the age.. I know it God's calling, i pray that i will be the light in the dark, yet humble myself knowing where do i stand, im not standing as Ephraim Leow spreading the word of God but as God's children...Being as God's children is definitely more worth it den my rights as myself...

Thanks God for the camp, thank God for God..i am the branches, and God is the root, he grow me, feed mi, so that there will be fruit. But many of times, i may got on the wrong side, thinking that fruit that bear through me, is from me..i Repent and i wish to guard myself with such thinking, if there is no root, i would dettach from the tree, and being trample by name.. Always rmb my root! Where i am from, who am i doing this for.

Lord im forgetful, i pray that i would nv forget your grace and mercy for me...make me holy Lord, so that i could put a smile on ur face....

God living

Haha..I believe i had to start blogging alr..i had stop blogging last time becoz i had a journal, and i could write more personal things. like my struggle and stuff..haha..but i LOST my book in the Cab! when i was on my way back from camp, I forgotten to take my goodie bag! and my journal is in it! wa! but nvm, i belief that God had a plan for me to forget my goodie bag, if my journal could aid the taxi uncle to come to know God and accept God, im willing, im happy..An lost soul is more important than a lost journal..haha! And i don't know blogging could be inpactful for people. I don know who, might be someone i know, or jus random guys from America that read this blog. Let mi be one of the channel for God to lead people to come and know God..seriously, i feel honor that God used mi..Realli honor! God of heaven and earth come and use u, will u feel honor? haha...And God didnt neglect me in one side despite there are so many christian out there, and to do his will is my honor..realli, jus like what Paul say in phillipian, To gain God, we can consider what we lost for God is rubbish..Becoz he is more worthy than everything in this world, add tgt..haha.

Seriously, very glad that God is in my life..I starting to see the purpose God had for mi, for each action, and why he is doing this in the pass..therefore each day, i trust the Lord more...I found out that the love of God is hard to define, we cant say that we had fully understand the love of God, if we say so, mean we don know what God's love is all bout. I wish to know more, get closer to God, closer closer closer Lord! he is jus so real in my life to neglect...

I had asked for a job from God for last few month, God gave me some short period job, like 4days job, 1day job...and i ask God why i couldnt get a real part time or full time job..now i understood..God provide me with these jobs first, becoz there is a church camp coming up, and he don want me to miss it...in the camp first day, i recieve a call from a company, they ask mi to help them work for them until my school reopen! PRAISE THE LORD, seriously, God had planned all this, he know that i have a camp coming up, and it will be hard to off for 3days straight, somemore is weekend...den he gave me a job that sufficient enough for me to work till school reopen after the camp...wow....unbeliever true God...True greatness come from God..thanks you Jesus.. Lord make me a difference maker, im truely a daddy boy, i can't live without my heavenly father...pls pls pls...so much of joy i have from God.
I pray that all this will not be taken away, God is infront of my life, i give up my right, every of my right! i got no rights as a human as my right is from God, one right that will be in my heart onli. The right of being children of God..everliving God..unbeliever true